You're heart aches... breaks... You are left sitting down, with nothing going in your head... Then, as you slowly take in what you are about to face, as you try as hard as you can to keep you cool and focus, you feel even lower... your whole body, mind, heart, strength and soul sinks down... NOTHING is left.
I just wanna tell you how important you are in Jesus' eyes. He loves you. No matter how filthy or how sinful you think you are. Jesus cares for you. Whatever you are feeling at this moment, cast you cares upon Jesus. He will lighten your burden. For His yoke is easy and his burden is light. He knows how you truly feel.
Things happen for a reason. God will never let you face a trial that He knows you can't overcome. He knows you are strong enough to make the right decisions in life.
My advice is... SMILE.
smile. SOMEONE cares for you. His name is Jesus...