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It's been really hard for me the past few months since school started. I'm in a full day school, one night class (e-learning), part-time job and community involvement. Basically, my schedule has been crazy!!! I don't even have time for myself now and I find that I haven't been connecting with the people around me. Right now, I'm really looking all hope. The only reason to why I'm surviving is through thinking of the thought that "someday..." I hope that that inspiration won't give up on me this time...

I can't sleep... Again. I can't stop thinking about things in my past. When we make certain important decisions in life, somehow it's hard not to go back. If you decide you want to do something to better yourself, sometimes circumstances just leads you back to thinking how you miss a particular part of the life that you have just decided to leave. That's how I feel now... I'm lost in my own thought and decisions.

I want to be the best that I can be. I can't turn back from my goal. I don't want to regret anything that I will be deciding on the future. In my head, I know what I SHOULD be doing... But... what about my heart? I realised in these past months that I'm starting to neglect that part of me. Which is sad. I never had problems with following my heart. I have always been doing that... Until now.

Lord Jesus, help me get through all these. I'm tired of procrastinating about decisions I make to better myself. I'm tired of hurting and crying my heart out. I know that you truly know I how feel and think inside of me. Help me... Heal my broken heart Lord. I need you, Jesus.

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.

Abimere

"Someday... We'll see each other again... But when that time comes... We'll be different for the better. Better for each other."

Rebukes.

It has been quite a while since I posted anything here. I'm just going to share to you about how the previous days have gone by and how God has been guiding me, showing me, blessing me and rebuking me in some things in my mind.

My first week at work was a blast. There were so many things that I learned. I learned to persevere through difficulties... I learned to engage with people from different age groups... I learned to be patient... Trust me, there were so many more things I learned, but by the time I finished everything that I have learned, you would have already been bored. :D But I really thank God for all the blessings He blessed me with. I was also given an opportunity to tutor a school mate. I thank God for giving me the knowledge and perseverance in managing my work, school and tutoring...

Anyway, lets get on with other topics... I came across this verse in Habakkuk 1:13. It says "Your eyes are too pure to look on evil; you cannot tolerate wrong. Why then do you tolerate the treacherous? Why are you silent while the wicked swallow up those more righteous than themselves?" Isn't this verse just an amazing rebuke to each of us? There are many times in our lives when we feel so afraid of what other people might say about us when we stand up for what is right, so we just stay silent. God has reminded me in this verse not to hide my lamp under a bowl, but instead let the light on my lamp shine upon others who is in the dark. There is a saying that "If you can't beat them, join them..." maybe the problem is we should change this mentality. Instead we should say that.. if you can't beat them and you know that they are doing something wrong, never join them... Instead pray for them, for GOD to open up their hearts and minds and lead them to what is right. Share GOD's love to others.

God loves you,

abimere

The Day It All Happened

Today (okay maybe yesterday since its pass 12am) was my final exam - drama. It was also the day I first felt tremor or earthquake. It was also the very first time I actually cut a real person's hair - my brother. It was also the first time I got cut by scissors in the hand.

Tomorrow will be my job training and I can't wait! I wonder what's in store for me?... I hope everything will turn out okay. This day was really overwhelming as I feel as if like everything is happening all at the same time.

During drama exam, we were asked to act out the play "Us and Them" and put our own twist and personality to it. It was really awesome working on something like that. I learned so much things... Though at first never really thought I would... But, I did. My group was the first group to go up and present our piece and I was totally scared as it was my very first drama exam. I don't know what I am expected of. All I did was focus, remember my lines, stay calmed and do my best. Like I always say... "If you do your best, God will do the rest!" I really feel relieved that my group did pretty well on the exam, considering not having enough practice time. Praise God for His mercy and kindness!

I cut my brother's hair just now, I took around an hour to do everything. I would say I did a pretty good job! (that is what I think by the way... hehe) At least it looks neater now. Well the problem is, I cut my left hand's skin. I hate it when I get cuts... But this time around, I think it was worth it. At least I get to cut my brother's hair. Surprisingly, he likes it!

At around 1:41pm, an earthquake/tremor hit Quebec and Ontario (around 5.5). My sister and I got so scared. It was really a strong tremor. The tables were shaking!!! I was lying down on the sofa and I felt like the ceiling was moving. It really freaked me out. Luckily, no one got hurt. But to think about it again, its just like what the Bible says. The Lord is coming...

You Will Never Know What He Has In Store For You!

I jut woke up and I found out the greatest news that my sister has for me. I can't wait to share it with you guys! My sister's application to University of Toronto was accepted! I'm so happy for her. Truly we will never know what God has in store for us!

This past few days, God has been reminding me to keep believing in His promises for me. Today, he showed me an example of his work. Now I got stronger to believe in Him more. I know He has something in store for me too! I just have to have faith in Him and wait for the right time, right place, right situation. Praise be to our ONE and ONLY GOD!!!

Psalm 69:30 - I will praise God's name in song and glorify him with thanksgiving.

I pray that you are encouraged by this. Keep believing in Him. He has a plan and a purpose for you! GOD bless each and everyone of you...

abimere

God Is Good All The Time

Its been a while since a posted something here. This past days or lets just say weeks has been a roller coaster ride for me. There are a points where I feel like I'm on top of the world! The sad part is not realising (feeling as if like I'm till up there) I'm about to hit the lowest point in my life. I won't this roller coaster ride has been fun for me and that it all excitement and happiness throughout the ride. There were times when all I could do is freak out. But what can I do right? I decided to ride this roller coaster. There is no turning back now. All I could do is to make the best out of it... If you didn't get what I just said, I know someday, somehow you will. It's part of growing up...

Let's talk about the sad things first, so I won't be able to depress you guys later. Well, I feel really down lately because of too much things going on my head. I can't really specifically say them all, but all I could say is I feel like everything about me is about to fall apart - physically, emotionally psychologically. I'm drained out. That's all I could say. I don't even want to talk about this any more. I don't want dig things in here. So let's just talk about good things in this blog.

I finally got a job now. I thank GOD for personally using the life of my cousin and her boyfriend. Their whole have been an instrument of blessing not only to me but to my whole family. My family have been praying to our One and Only True God for jobs. Now we have jobs. I would be able to help my parents now, even in a small way. Thank you God for your provision.

So, exams are coming and so is the summer vacation.I'm not really planning on taking a vacation as I want to graduate as soon as I can. I'm going for summer school in the morning and work at night. I know its going to be a really hectic schedule, but I know that God will help me through it all. There is a purpose why I am here and so I'm not going to waste it.

I'm going to leave you guys with a verse to ponder on. If you feel down at times, just like me, do not forget that God is with his people. He will always be there even if at times you may not know. He is still there. You just have to keep on searching...

Psalm 23:4 - Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.

abimere

We Are Not In Control

Sometimes we want things to work out in a specific way. But we forget to remember that we are never in control of anything in this world. God is always in control... When we learn to let go, that's when we will realise things are working out the way it should.

Newspaper Ad

I wasn't able to post about the Newspaper Ad incident that happened to me to Tuesday, 18 May 2010. My math teacher informed my class that the drama class from our class was in the newspaper (Beech Metro). It was so awesome as I'm so new to this country and yet, I already have a picture of me in the newspaper!!! Isn't that so cool?!

Anyway, for some reason my pelvis hurts! I hate it!

abimere

Happy Birthday Ate Bim! and haaaaaay...

Today (well actually just now), was my sister's birthday. We did a really simple celebration at home... but its the thought that counts right? I'm doing so much work in school today. I feel really loaded and I don't know where I could begin. I hope I could find a strategy or somehow I could do things faster...

You know... I'm not really in a good mood right now... I don't want make things too specific...

My message for those people out there today is... Don't let anyone put you down just because you are different. Everyone is different. Unique in their own ways and that's what made you special from everyone else. Do not get affected if the world out there is criticizes you on how you look. It is said in Proverbs 31:30 - "Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised." beauty has a whole different meaning in the eyes of GOD. Have a beautiful heart and your heart will reflect the beauty within you out. Do not please the judge-full eyes of this world. Let GOD alone be the judge of you. If you don't love yourself, how do you expect others to love you?... Always remember that when you feel down, you can always count on Jesus... He cares for you...

abimere

It's Been A Long Time

Its been a while since I posted something. I had problems with connections remember? Well, good thing we have internet now. A lot of things happened to me in just the past week. I can't remember a day where I didn't got into an accident or hurt myself. I don't know why I'm so clumsy... Maybe its a reflex action? The sign of me missing you?... Well I came up with this idea to put up the things that happened to me this past week. In that case, nothing will be left out.

May 5, 2010

Today is the official day we moved here in our new apartment. Its a bit messy, but I'm glad that at least now, we have a place to live in. When I know I have so man things to catch up on here. I don't even know where to start. I really miss Singapore. My friends. My best friend specially.

May 7, 2010

It is multicultural today at my school. Coincidently, it was also St. John's 100th anniversary - the elementary school beside us. It got so crazy at school and let me tell you, it wasn't any ordinary day. Trust me! We had first period, then we went to the gym for an assembly. It was a like a rehearsal for the concert that will be happening that night. Anyway, I was part of the drama class and so one of our activities or assignments? project? (whatever) was to come up with a skit and perform it for the multicultural concert. As far as I know, we will be graded according to our performances. I think I did okay... I mean I was in the minor roles so, I don't think there is a problem with that. I thinks that my classmates did a pretty good job. I had to admit, I was tempted the others perform while I was in "tablo". After that we went back to our home rooms for some pot lock lunch. I brought chocolate chip cookies. My other friends brought pasta, cassava cake, vegetable pasta, spring rolls, and many more. I didn't eat that much. I guess I didn't really had an appetite. So, school ended and I have to be back in school at 7pm for the night show. I had to wait for my sister as usual to go back home. So I waited... But I told her I might have a rehearsal. She went to main street library while I was stuck at school because the practice was cancelled by my drama teacher. So I had to wait for my sister for 2 hours. I was so mad because I thought she actually went home without me. She just actually went to the library.

When we got back home, I only got like 1 hour rest then I have to go back to school for my play. I didn't bring anything as my plan was to go back home quickly after my part. When we were on the way, we rode bus no. 12 and the bus driver didn't accept our transfers. He said that it was "not a valid transfer" even if I saw my other friends doing the same. I was really late and so i decided not to defend myself as I didn't want to be kicked out of the bus. Another agenda... The bus was so crowded as everyone in the bus are on their way to Notre Dame high School for the play. I thin that the bus driver was not having a good day so basically, he was being petty about every single thing that he see on the bus. He told people to move in the bus, but there was no space. A guy then shouted at him and he felt insulted, so he pressed the "insult button" that they guy was referring to *laugh*. In the end the guy who was "rude" to the petty bus driver had to apologize, before the bus could proceed. He did. I mean who wants to pay another $3 for a bus ride? Anyway so when my play ended, heavy rain started pouring down so hard. Thunder, lighting started rumbling one after another. I wanted to get back home so badly... Its really late at night and do not have a car or any sort of vehicle to transport as back home. Note to self - there are no more street cars so we had to walk in the rain not forgetting we don't have umbrellas and our jackets were cardigans! Imagine how cold that would be. Luckily, I saw Lilac my classmate from drama and she kindly dropped me and my sister at the main station. Thank God, there was Lilac and her dad. They were really nice.

So that's how my day went. It was really crazy, huh? Luckily, when we got home, we bought our mom a mother's day cake. After that, her panic subsided.

May 8, 2010

I went to a Child Christening. The baby's name is Pipoy and his mother loved eating McDonalds chicken nuggets when she was pregnant with him. Pipoy is a really cute boy. I mean he is adorable! We had to wear semi-formal for the event, but we didn't have any semi-formal clothes that could protect us from the extreme cold weather here in Canada. So we had to wear casual. On our way there by subway, it was really sunny, but when it came to taking bus and walking on our way to find the church, it started pouring... Again! That's why when we reached the place, we were drenched and tired from all the running. Anyway, so you know how cold it is in Canada right? Imagine how cold I felt. The worst part is, I didn't have any thick jackets with me because I thought it was going to be a sunny day just like the weather in the morning.

After the christening we had to go out of the church again to go for the reception at "Mandarin" - a buffet place. I was so full. Bloated! After I ate sushi, calamares, terriyaki chicken, salad, chocolate marshmallow, leche plan, fruit tart, etcetera, etcetera and so forth... We were given fortune cookies. After all, the place was called "Mandarin" very Chinese. I was so excited as I cracked my fortune out. My sister got " you'll be successful, if you concentrate on what you are doing", my brothers is "you will be rich and powerful", my dad has the funniest "Love is waiting..." That was really unexpected! Mine was "Your romance is true and everlasting..." oh, how I hope its true... I hope...

I ended up going home early because I've got a presentation due Monday and I have to finish the script. We still have to go to Niagara Falls the next day and if I stayed, I would have been dead from all the work I need to catch up on. So as I was flipping through pages of my work, I had this paper cut which was so excruciatingly painful! I get cuts from time and again. at least one in a day. I'm too careless and clumsy. My mind is like somewhere else these days...

May 9, 2010

Today is mother's day and we also went to Niagara Falls. I have school tomorrow, crap! Anyway, I had so much fun. I guess I don't really have to emphasise on how fun it was because it was really fun. Okay... I'm getting ridiculous! Anyway, an accident happened to me today. At dinner just now, while I was about to finish eating my food, I was cutting this pork rib which by the way was really good. My fork flew up for I don't know what reason, so without thinking of any sort of precaution, I catch the fork with my two hand HORIZONTALLY. The fork then went inside my hand. I mean literally went right through my palm. It bled so badly! It was really bad the I started crying because I thought that I poked my wrist. I wonder if the scar will be huge...

I'm really sleepy now so I guess I'll end here.

More things actually happened to me this past week, but I wasn't able to write them somewhere. But, as soon as I remember things that happened this week, I'll post it here...

First Day At Notre Dame High School

When I finish school today, one of the teachers at Notre Dame High School (NDHS), who by the way teaches religion, congratulated us for "surviving the hardest day in school".

My first day was not that tough. I was actually quite lucky that my first day had a special schedule and so I did not have to spend too much time in school and I could go lunch with my sister. Its really weird for me to be in a girls school. I mean, I don't know what to expect. I've stayed in mixed boys and girls school my whole life.

I met new friends. There were too many people saying out their name I could not remember all of their names. I remember this one particular girl who take two of my subjects math and drama. She was really nice to me and he showed me around, even went to classes with me. Even though I'm in grade 11 and she is grade 10, I'm still happy because at least I know, there is someone out there who cares about new comers... Now I know how it feels to be a new comer AGAIN.

Homework wise, I've got tons to catch up on, but I know I can do it once I get the hang of it. I'm determined. I'm just not sure on what pathway should I take accountancy, nursing, musician, singer... (as if) I hope that I get to finish my school as fast as I can. I also hope I could wear the kilt, but its too expensive here. Uniforms cost you a fortune!

I think going to this school will lead me to posting more experiences and stories about my new life here...

abimere

Still feeling home-sick... If there is only a way for me to come back...

My New School

I went to Notre Dame High School today. It is an all girl's catholic school and I'm going to be starting school tomorrow as an 11 grader. I wonder what's school like here. All I could say is that I know, its nothing to what I can ever imagine... The uniform, is totally different from what I expected it to be. The people are different... (sigh)

I think I have to end here. I have to wake up early tomorrow morning. I'll tell you guys more about it after my first day.

abimere

My First Biking Experience In Canada

Just came back from biking with my brother. All I could say for now is "what's up with me and bicycles anyway?" The first time I learned how to ride a bike wasn't so good. I mean, I almost got bitten by five really disgusting stray dogs! Now, I come here thinking everything would be fine as I already know how to cycle due to of my traumatic experience before. But I was wrong...

As a was on my way back home, a lot of kids from the neighbourhood were playing outside a house. They were chasing each other right in front of me. I was biking remember? Thinking of the little children's safety, I tried my best controlling the movement of bicycle (without thinking of my own safety and what was around me). As I "biked my way" out of the kids, I didn't notice there was a huge ramp right in front of me. I think I don't have to explain the rest of it right? You probably would have already guess. Now, my but, my legs, my... (never mind) is hurting so badly!!!

dannimere

ouch... but still not as painful as what is really happening to me...

School Assessment

I just came back from an assessment today. I took an English and a Mathematics examination for approximately two hours. We went to a school nearby Bathurst subway station. Education system here in Canada is very different from Singapore. You have to have a high school certificate here in Canada for you to move on to University. I could go to college if I choose to. But, I want to obtain a degree from a University. The examination was nothing from what I expected. I didn't think the examination would be like that.

Before I end this post, I'm going to share my experience with the first token I had here. If you don't have the TTC card or metro pass, meaning monthly pass or weekly pass, you have to use tokens which cost $3 each. Now, my dad bought tokens for my whole family and we had to insert the token at the coin hole (if that is what you call it) just beside the place where you can swipe the metro pass. But, there was a bin just in front of it saying "adult drop fare $3 here". Noticing the sign and being the first one who dared to try out the "new experience", I took the initiative to drop the token at the bin. MY BIGGEST MISTAKE! I wasn't supposed to do that... My uncle was like "Nooooo!" and then the rest were like "whoooo!" For that, my mum got pretty upset because I was so "careless". I felt really bad I wasted $3 that I did not talk for the rest of the day. May be that was the main reason I did not have the mood for anything at all. I mean that could be a meal, you know? Anyway, when I see that "mystical" coin, I can't forget that moment.

I miss everything about my life in Singapore. I miss my guitar. I miss playing music. I miss my composing songs. I miss my friends. I miss my clothes. I miss my shoes. Most importantly, I miss... You...

abimere

Flurries...?

We rented a car yesterday and so we had to return it today, the same time we rented it yesterday. So, we had the pleasure to go around Ontario/Scarborough to see some of the places here, that would make that car worth it renting for. As we travelled around the streets of Ontario, at around 3pm, it started raining "flurries". I actually thought it was snowing but my uncle and dad said it wasn't. They told me it was called "flurries". I guess that is the new experience I am going to share today - FLURRIES. I wanted to take a picture, but unfortunately, you can't see it in the camera...

abimere

still waiting...

First

This is my first post here in Canada and so, I'll be writing about my first impression about her too. Canada is very different from Singapore. Some of the examples are the climate, food variety, food serving, culture, transport system, type of house, living, etc, etc, etc... But I have to admit, there are also some similarities here and there.

Canada is a HUGE country. I mean here, I'm staying in Byng Avenue at Scarborough which is inside Ontario in Toronto, Canada!!! While in Singapore, I'm staying plainly at Tampines in Singapore... Neighbours here tend to be really friendly too. They greet each other 'good morning' when they meet... But in Singapore, I haven't even seen my neighbours yet. Streets here are filled with pine trees, and withered trees (if that is what you call them... I don't even know what the name is).

Transport wise... Well, it is almost the same except that in Canada you can choose to either choose a daily pass, weekly pass or monthly pass and the rides are unlimited. But in Singapore, you have EZlink that you need to top-up every time the balance finishes up. Its pretty cool you know? Buses here also has the bus stop button. I actually thought you have to shout at the drive to stop the bus or something. Oh yeah, I remember... In trains, they say 'the next stop is Victoria Park station', 'Arriving at College'. But in Singapore, the announcement seems to be very precise... 'Next stop, Aljunied'.

If we talk about weather, its really cold in here... I mean, FREEZING COLD! I came from Singapore, a country located very near the equator and here I am in Canada like an Orang Utan stuck with a bunch of penguins and polar bears. To those who see me in my usual day, they would realise I'm a singlet/sleeveless wearing person and here, I had to wear layers and layers of clothings just to protect myself from the cold weather. Another thing to adopt into. Yesterday, my face burned due to the freezing weather and my whole face turned red. I can feel that my face is going to peel any time now...

There are many types of houses here. You can choose to either, buy a house, rent an apartment, rent a basement and live in a condominium (there might be more, but I don't know...) In Singapore, even though you can buy or rent condominiums, buy or rent your won landed property, most of the people live in HDB flats. My uncle bought their own house and we are blessed that they actually "adopted" us into their nice home.

Food servings here is not really as big as I thought it would be. When I came here, I was actually expecting a JUMBO size food in front of me, but that didn't happen because the food size is almost the same. Somehow it is bigger but not really that much of a difference. Branded items is cheaper here than in Singapore. Electronics are cheaper here too. You have to bring your own plastic bags when you shop because they'll charge you money if you want one. Recycling here is a huge part of the people's way of living. You have to put the recyclable materials in a separate garbage bag. Fast food restaurants are mostly self-service here. You have to clean up your table after you eat.

If I would write every difference and similarities, I know you guys wouldn't want to read the next few post that I'll be posting because I have already blabbered so much about what I saw in just a few days... So I guess I have to stop here. I know I have plenty more of experiences and things to say as I stay here...

Abimere

Stop Over at Korea

Even if it has only been hours since I left Singapore, I already miss her. Many of my friends went to the airport to send me off, and it was really touching. Thanks to all my friends who were able to send me. Specially for the Young Once for the sweet scrapbook. Oh, Jocelyn and Jeslyn too! for their scrapbook! The Wong sisters for their creative letters...

Its really cold here in South Korea. Even if we are already in the airport, meaning the possibility of having a heater is high, its still cold. We arrived Korea at around 5am and I remember before we alight, the announcer said that the temperature in Korea at current is 2 degrees. The ironic thing is that it is really sunny, I think shades is a must if you go out.

During the plane ride, I watched the "new moon" and "whip it". Korean airlines is really nice. When I saw the stewardess, I remembered boys over flowers. I also read the scrapbooks that my friends gave me. You know what? I'm seriously bored right now and I don't know what else I can do... Hmmmmm... I think I'll upload the pictures, then sleep for a while, then come back and online. No one is exactly online at a time like this... If you know what I mean...

Writing from Korea,

abimere

Saturday

My twins, Jocelyn and Jeslyn, came to my house to visit me today. It was fun and exciting as we have not seen each other for quite a while now. It has been a pleasure for me to ask them to come to my place. I sang songs for them and they cried right after the first song I sang to them. I'm really going to miss the two of them. I have never been so close to any juniors like them. They are like sisters to me...

Anyway, Can you imagine? I'm leaving tomorrow! Six days ago I was writing to you about how many more days I get to spend here. I can't believe its that fast... I don't think I'm ready...

I have to say something... I want to say... Something... But I don't know how...

abimere...

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Friday

Today is my eldest sister's birthday. It was really fun because some of my closest friends from church came to our house to surprise us with a "despedida". I wasn't really expecting anything for this day, but it happened. It was sad to say goodbye, specially for me. I got so attached to them that it is so hard to de-attach myself from them. They have been really good friends and they have taught me many things about life... I cried the for the last 30 minutes (I think) of the party. I was actually holding back tears from the beginning, because of many reasons that are running through my head. I can't explain much or maybe just open up because I don't know how to react to everything that surrounds me. But I thank everyone who made the party a memorable one. Thanks guys!

abimere

I hope I could say everything that I want to say. I hope I could talk and just say everything. But how? Are you still there?

Thursday

My sister and I went out with the Gagarin brothers today. Normil initiated a hangout with my sister before we actually go to Canada on Sunday. I had fun hanging out with them again. Its really sad to think about the fact that it maybe the last time we would see each other again for quite a long time. The joking time was really hilarious. The King Kong joke and specially the Superman joke.

I have to be honest to myself though. I felt something was missing. I know the reason why, but I don't have the confidence to say it out loud in here...

I have to end here. I don't want to corrupt this blog with my emotional self...

abimere

Wednesday

Today was a though day. Even though I did pretty much nothing at home, I feel really tired because of the emotion I feel inside me. Its a mixed emotion. Its sad because I can't even explain to myself why I'm acting and feeling this way. I feel trapped. Not by the people around me, but by myself. I don't understand, why I don't understand me... Okay, I'm not making any sense any more. I hope I could talk, smile, laugh or even enjoy the rest of my time here... But... Sadly, I'm not. I know that everything that is happening to me now, is a result, or maybe even consequences, of the decisions that I made in the past... Why am I feeling like this?

I'm going to end by saying this... I might not know how to explain how I feel right now, but I believe that there is a reason for everything. I believe that there is a purpose for everything. Maybe this is part of growing up. Maybe, a way for me to learn something from. I don't know... I'm only 17... Even if I'm sure of some things... It might not matter... It just is...

abimere

Tuesday

Another day has passed and that means five more days until my departure. My left eye is really swollen and it looks as if like someone punched my eye. I went to the doctor yesterday and the doctor told me that I had an early stage of eyelid infection. I just hope that my eye would get healed soon because its really very painful...

abimere

Monday

I have exactly 6 more days of stay here in Singapore. I have decided to start a new blog so I could write about all my experiences. It's so weird. I am never out of words, but when I start writing I don't seem to know what to write and even if I already have something in mind, I don't know how to put it into words...

Maybe I should stop here. I don't want to end up saying non-sense in this whole post.

abimere